🔹 While working, Asking her to watch for packages because she's the only one at the house
🔹Telling her to get ready while leaving work because we have errands when I get to the house
🔹Waiting in the car while Eddi takes care of some car business
🔹Riding along to Home Depot just to have the opportunity for a ride outside the house.
🔹But being dragged around in the store instead of waiting in the car or at home while being in pain
🔹Taking her hand as we leave the store and cross the parking lot
🔹Asking about her meals for the day
🔹Forgetting what it was she said she ate
🔹Riding past her first apartment with D twice to get to the store and back 😞
🔹Drive thru soda 🥤 large not good for anyone
🔹Getting back to the house and being all alone again.
🔹An unboxing moment for our gig projects.
🔹Pacing from the front of the house to the back. Popping in and out of the living room but not really interacting or interested in what I'm doing.
🔹Asking to go to the movies just to get out but telling her to ask her Dad
🔹She does eventually call her Dad but he's busy working
🔹She gets quite in the back of the house
🔹I find her laying in my bed listening 🎧 to music 🎵
🔹I turn off all my stuff and go lay down to hold her and cuddle
🔹Mini Tickle 🤗 battle she let's me win
🔹Rocking in bed to self soothe
🔹Moaning to the song like she swallowed a wolf 🐺
🔹Not ready to leave the bedroom after more than an hour 😞 but Eddi comes to check on us.
🔹I don't know how I will keep up to write ✍️
🔹I put her to bed and make these notes after 16 hours.
I'll just have to make notes for now through out the week and hopefully write about what happened over the weekend.
It's a good place to start and build a habit of reflecting on the day.
Then hopefully it will also spark my gratitude practice again.
I am very grateful to have my baby girl back home with me, so that she can receive the best care available to her. She deserves the BEST!
Night night
Stay Positive | Be Blessed | Share Often
LaLa 👋